"it's been a long time..."

I haven't posted in a long time, and so much has happened. My attitudes dance between heartbreaking, lifechanging, utter agony, and redemptive. I know that sounds really emo and I probably need to not write like I'm about to laugh/cry my way off the plank of a pirate ship, but God is doing weird things to this heart. Weird in that I've never given them recognition in that they exist so they still seem foreign to me.

The moral of the story as always... I babble.

But I need to start unpacking and getting feedback from my own introspections, but also from my closest friends who probably wish they knew what to say to me. Either way, I need to be back writing.