No longer married to song lyric titles.

I went on a walk today through Lakewood, and I put on Relient K's Mmhmm album on the iPod. For being on the surface a pretty catchy, but predictable record, the lyrics in some of Matt Thiessen's work is completely relevant to my place in life right now. The second half of the album could be a mini-biography except for a few changes here and there. What a surprise and only reason #195425353 that I love music how I do.

I need prayer in the worst way. Prayer to find the will to move from where I am, I so despair where I am, but I seem to weaken at the prospect of moving away from this. To my Washington friends, this is more spiritual and mental, not physical. I love you all, and I don't want to leave.